Thursday, October 8, 2009

I'm so pissed right now!


Seriously I am! Ok, here's what happened. I was on the phone with my friend James, we were talking about Philly at first and then he tells me something that happened with my other friend Alycia. He said to me that she was stabbed in the kidney and had to go to the hospital. Now, I'm worried because she's one of my closest friends and don't wanna lose her. Then James calls me back up and said that she passed away. As many of you would be, I was very upset. My friend James was crying his eyes out along with Alycia's sister who I was on the phone with. They said they're going to the hospital to go check everything out. So they hang up and I just sit at my house hoping that Alycia's ok.

Then when they call me back, they say that their back at Alycia's house and told me that she was 3 months pregnant. That made me even more upset for some reason. They're still on the phone with me bawling their eyes out that they hung up on me. They call me back and said that it was a joke. That made me so pissed off. I hung up on them and told them that I was done with them, especially James. Then I get a text message from my friend James that said the following:

"It wasn't even my idea first off...........but I could'a been done with you a loooooooooong fucking time you don't even know how many of your "friends" said that they hated you and talked shit 'bout you bu I'M the one who says "just give it time"........... but I could just tell em' straight up not to fucking talk to you and they'd happily agree.......but you could be done ALL you fucking want.........iiight. Peace. :)"

So now that made me very upset after seeing that. I texted him back saying:

"Listen, all of my friends don't hate me so I don't know where you're getting you're info buddy. And two, if they did, I honestly don't give a fuck because I don't need them then if their really going to say stuff about me like that. I wouldn't be friends with them if they said any of that. The only people that are saying this stuff is you, Alycia, and her sister. Some real friends you guys are.

He texted me back saying:

"I'm telling you the truth. No one likes you so you should just kill yourself. No one would miss you, not even your family. I would be sooooo happy if you were dead right now, that would definitely make my life. So please do us all a favor and kill yourself because no one likes you or would miss you. Faggot."

That made me upset the most. So I called up my friend Courtney and she told me to meet her up at this Wawa that I live close to. And so I did and she brought like five different people along with this and called James up and he was all scared now because I called my friend Courtney and she brought people that got my back.

So really today sucked for me. I lost 3 friends, but then I made 5 more! lol xD. But seriously though, doesn't anyone else think that's really fucked up?

Today at school, 10/9/09, all my friends found out about it before I could even tell them, and they were just as pissed as I was. All but two of my friends don't hate me, we all hate James, Alycia, her sister, and everyone else who was in on it! And I found out something else. My friend James, didn't actually like me at all. He hated me. This is what I found out from half of my friends:

"I can't FUCKING stand Sam! He's so fucking annoying and he irks my soul! I fucking hate him and want him to die!"

This is coming from someone who I thought I was friends with. He didn't like me at all, he hated me. And all those years that he stayed around and said he was my friend, yeah right. I don't need you anymore James! I'm actually living life a lot happier now that you're out of the picture! =D


  1. Yeah that's really fucked up. you don't need friends like that.

  2. Don't worry. I'm already trying to forget about them. And the funny thing is, they were all my friends that I grew up with and now they want me to kill myself? I guess this is what happens in high school.

  3. I agree. You don't need friends like that. If that happens to me, I will be really pissed and I would kick their ass.

  4. James should kill himself